I walk in loneliness, with the light of the red moon as my guide.

Dying to belong somewhere, with you.

Loneliness I know it well,

for I walk in it every waking moment of my life.

I hide in shadows and wear a mask not showing what I feel,

in this cold heart of mine.

Waiting for you to light my path with the light of life.

I await your embrace of love.

Loneliness rests in my heart and soul.

And the moon lights my path... to you.

You who will welcome me,

you who will love me,

and you who will take off this mask of mine.

You who will push out the loneliness that is shocking me hard.

............. I dedicate this poem to ( alam na! )

Desired Love
There is a girl who I wanted to be with. She is a very cute, adorable, magnificent, intelligent, lovely, likable, and elegant person. That's why I like her. She is an inspiration to me, so I am giving my best to fulfill my tasks while I am in Masci.

While she has no idea about that, I always talk with her. Like the times we were having group activities. I always ask her what to do in the group activities even if I know. I always smile whenever she answers my questions.

But in an unexpectable moment, she knew it. Somebody told her about it and I never forget it until now. There are times that she gets rid of me whenever she sees me, but not always. Since then, I had never talked to her personally. I always talk to her by using in the internet, but once in a blue moon because whenever I sign in the messenger, I don't see her online. In the times when she is available and uses the internet, I usually talk to her, but in a little time. And there are times whenever she uses the internet, I usually don't reach her on time. Once, there was an offline message from her, and the time when she sent it was five minutes before I arrived.

Now, you will see that I am always online because I want to chat with her whenever she gets online.