Don't Hate Me
By: Rufio
I remember when we would laugh all night
and nothing could stop us
moments then were picture perfect
memories remain
all I want is to be just friends
understand, and don't hate her
Feelings change
No strength in me
I'm sorry, my love for you is gone
My love is gone
Honesty is all
We make mistakes I know
And I knew something's wrong
I couldn't lead you on
Girl I see, you and me
Separating for good
No more friends, this can't be
My best friend's gone

well, all I want is to be just friends
understand, and don't hate her
Feelings change
No strength in me
I'm sorry, my love for you is gone
My love is gone

Honesty is all
We make mistakes I know
And I knew something's wrong
I couldn't lead you on
Night is over
Orange haze has
Filled my eyes again
She's not perfect
I'm still feeling
Weak inside when she's around
Well don't hate me
Don't hate me, don't hate me
We're all done, we're all done
We're all done, we're all done

all I want is to be just friends
understand, and don't hate her

Feelings change
No strength in me
I'm sorry, my love for you is gone

So please don't hate me

I was with my classmates under the com-sci building. We were practicing for our african music in MAPEH. I and my friends, Stefen and Carlo, were playing near the water, I think it came from the septic tank. Carlo and I were spinning Stefen until he fainted. He was lying in the floor and then he stood up. Stefen told both of us to be spinned next. Carlo did'nt want to be the next, I also didn't want to be spinned after Stefen. So Carlo and I were having an argument on who will be spinned next. We played magic, the winner will not be spinned. We raced up to five wins. Sad to say, I lost. So I was spinned by the two of them. But in an unexpected circumstance, I fell on the water. I was fainted then and had no idea on what happened. I was awaken when Carlo and Stefen pulled me out of the water. I realized that I was wet. Then I said "shit!" I hoped the water did not really come from the septic tank, it was not stinky. My other classmates were laughing at me. I was ashamed because of what happened. I think my crush was disappointed at me.
I called my daddy and told him about it. I heard that my daddy was laughing on the phone. How ashamed! I asked him to bring me another uniform. He told me to wait for an hour. I was sitting in a corner and thinking on how I could solve that big problem. The time had come. My uniform was brought. I asked Bryan to come with me in the comfort room, because I would change my uniform then. I gave myself a little shower. Then I wore my uniform. When I came to our classroom, some of my classmates told me that I stunk. I told them that I took a little shower. I thank my friends who helped me for solving my big problem.
Until now, I haven't forgotten about that event. It was marked on my brain and heart, and marked on everybody's eyes.

Mula nang mapunta ako sa ikatlong taon pangkat Burbank, naging makabuluhan ang aking buhay. Hindi tulad noong ako ay nasa ikalawang taon. Dati ay sinasabi kong isa akong walang halaga dito sa mundo dahil sa lagi na lang akong palpak. Bawat hakbang ko noon ay mayroong pagkakamali. Hindi ko man lang maituwid ang mga pagkakamaling iyon. Sinasabi kong wala nang pag-asa pang makaabot sa susunod na laban. Ngunit nagpapasalamat ako dahil nabigyan pa ako ng isa pang pagkakataon para maituwid ang mga maling nagawa ko.

Sa pagkakataong ito, dito ko nalaman na marami pa akong pag-asa. Hindi ko lang nakita noon. Nabigyan ako ng lakas nang makilala ko ang aking mga tunay na kaibigan. Sila ang nagmulat sa aking mga mata para harapin ang katotohanang noon ay bulag ako. Ngayon ko napatunayan na ako ay hindi mahina. Nalaman kong kaya ko rin ang ginagawa ng iba. Nagawa kong makaabot sa kalagayan ko ngayon.

Noong magsimula ang school year noong June 6, 2005, nakilala ko ang mga bagong classmates ko. Nakakatamad itala kung sino sila lahat. Marami kasi. Nakilala ko ang babaeng nagustuhan ko, at naging inspirasyon para sa buong taon. Inisip ko na subukan siya ngunit hindi ko na itinuloy, dahil naisip kong baka mabigo ako. Hinangad ko na lang friendship. Maayos naman ang kinalabasan. Kaya nakapag patuloy ako sa aking pag-aaral. Ngunit may destruction din ang love. Oo nga pala, love serves as an inspiration but also serves as a destruction. Ganoon nga, humina rin ako sa aking pag-aaral, dahil nga sa siya ang laman ng isip ko. Sinubukan ko siyang ligawan, ngunit wala ring nangyari. Kaya ako ay nalungkot. Dati ay palagi akong nakasuot ng pulang damit, ngunit nagsimula akong magsuot na palagi ng itim.

Nang magpatuloy ang taon, natuto akong makinig ng ROCK MUSIC. Nagkaroon ako ng knowledge about rock. Naging rakista ako. Yeah!!! I love rock!!! Bumili ako ng mga damit ng rakista. Ngunit sinasabihan ako ng iba ng POSERO!!! waah!!! Hindi naman ako posero eh. Pinatunayan ko sa kanila na kaya kong maging isang tunay na rakista. Nag-aral akong maggitara. Marami na rin akong natutunang tugtugin.

Medyo lumakas naman ako sa aking pag-aaral sa school. Naipapasa ko ang aking mga subjects. Haay!!! Ngayon, natapos rin ang school year… yeah!!! 4th year na!!!